Sowing Season

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It is far too difficult to understand why we pine for those who hurt us,

Why we allow our love and energy to be expended on those who will never love us back
..at least not in the way we need to feel healthy and nurtured

Just remember that a seed must first break before it sprouts,

And that a flower bud needs rain to bloom.

-rs.darko

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