Grief

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Saying goodbye

can’t even begin to describe…

my wish to go back in time,

the last time we actually saw each other for real

when you really saw me

as more than just a memory of the baby you raised


In some ways, heartache seems

to be the only thing

propping me up by my puppet strings

fighting against gravity - melding heavy boots into concrete

going through the motions

with the weight of these emotions

expectations of a full life expectancy,

some self-important legacy

bearing the burden of mortality


Grief is, in fact, a great expression of gratitude 

…only great love could break a heart this way in the shadow of its presence

perhaps grief is the horcrux of divine immortality existing in a seemingly magicless world amidst the most ordinary of moments as common as death


Grief is what happens when the heart projects its love as far as it can reach to encompass the energy of their beloved absorbed into the infinite universe which surrounds us.

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